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[31 Jul 2003|10:03am] |
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yesterday in a nutshell:
bombed test (20/40... ouch.)
mac's
tar-jay
carly's
[extreme] bordom
sickness
burger king
KAY? THANKS!
black hair dye
molesting reis
home.
THE END
hahah i love you guys... of to schooooool! (alaksjdf;la- fuck me.)
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[09 Mar 2003|02:50pm] |
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I'm changing my journal to friends-only... if that changes anything, just add me, i'll add u back, promise :)
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| did you just call me a fuckass?? |
[09 Mar 2003|09:31am] |
haha angie rocks my face... thanks for updating it, mi amigo, i owe ya big time.... (oh and PS- that stuff about bob marley and the gaming club is ALL true!)
So, um, quite unfortunately, carly and i never made it to ben kweller, because andrew's brother got confirmed or something, and they had a little family party... but we wouldn't have gotten in, anyways, cuz there was no tickets... i wouldn't have minded going there though, it was worth a shot, right? we ended up going to home depot and having a great time... i mean it, i made carly get into the cart, and i started pushing her around the store at top speed, and then we found those long funny looking feather dusters, so she picked some up and started swinging it while we were going...this guy was laughing at us and then came up and said 'garbage cans with wheels work well too' so we're planning on doing that on monday at school... (hahaha) then we went to jess's house, but there was no power, so we came back to carly's with jess in tow.... Donnie Darko is the weirdest fucking movie that i've ever seen in my life...
Goal for today: STEAL CARLY'S JOB!!! (no,seriously, she's quitting today, and i really need a steady source of income... anyways, have a good day.. and i mean that
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| sha-sha...sha-doo |
[08 Mar 2003|10:29pm] |
Hello love, it's Angie and I just redid your livejournal while you're away at Ben Kweller touching a someone's cute butt.
Even though you never update.
I wrote an entry for you so your readers can stop anticipating.
Hello happy world! My name is Sara Michelle Mansouri and I am a sophomore at Northville High School. School is the bomb, and I am very involved in extracurricular activites such as the chess & gaming club. In fact, I met most of my friends while playing Magic: The Gathering. It is good. On Friday I went snowboarding with Angie, Carly and Emma for the first time and I did so good and I rock your face. After that, we all sang Avril Lavigne songs and got high with some hippies. We made an igloo in the shape of Bob Marley's head. Regardless of how well it looked, the hippies got mad and started to throw balls made of hemp at us. They were mad because the snow was white, and Bob Marley is not.
The end.
I heart Sara. Bye now.
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[28 Feb 2003|09:00pm] |
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at jesska's chazillin, yo!
haha just kidding, i wont say yo anymore, promise... i feel so dumb tonight, and so down, i dont know why.... oh well fuck it... tomorrows a new day right?
jesska is stroking my arm going 'cheer up!' hahaha wow... umm... yeah, i'll just leave on that note...
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| This Will Be Laughing Week |
[23 Feb 2003|09:47am] |
Top Ten Songs as of 2/23/03
10. "American Hearts" -Piebald
9. "A Year in the Past Forever" -Grade
8. "This Time Next Year" -The Movielife
7. "Something Vauge" -Bright Eyes
6. "A Hole in the World" -Thursday
5. "Great Romances of the 20th Century" -Taking Back Sunday
4. "She Doesn't Even Know My Name" -Ultimate Fakebook
3. "Nightingale" -Saves the Day
2. "The Martyr" -Cursive
1. "Fireflies" -Count the Stars
On friday i went to a party with a bunch of people that i didn't know... i'd reccomend doing it sometime, you meet some cool kids that you probably wouldn't have met otherwise... and also, it gives you a good time to bond with the people that you do know, but not so well... *shrugs* that might not seem too exciting for some of you, but i enjoyed it... in other news, hopesfall and coheed and cambria were in town last night, and angie, jesska, and i were going to go, but, unfortunately, complications arose and we ended up sitting in my basement and watching comedy central (we also found out that i suck at pole dancing. hah.) the heavens opened up last night and now theres a somewhat large amount of snow on the ground... anybody up for sledding tonight?
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[13 Feb 2003|04:17pm] |
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hey kids, its been awhile, i dont know why i stopped updating this, i guess i just didn't want to be the stereotypical geeky emo kid... but i'm baaaack *nerdy grin* to sum up, in the past month or so, or however long its been since i've updated this piece of shit journal, nothing has happened. seriously, my life is pretty dull. oh on tuesday i went and saw finch, the movielife, my chemical romance and the used... that show effin owned. wow oh wow, seriously, kids, bordering-on-orgasmic... then yesterday me and jesska went on a mad ticket buying spree at the ticketmaster booth at marshall fields hahaha, we're going to go see brand new, taking back sunday w/ from autumn to ashes, AND hot rod circuit w/ tsunamibomb... (hahaha it doesn't suck... no not at all!) and today i got sent out in the hallway in bowen's class cuz he's a dickface... eh... i'm over it... alright, i'm leaving, but hopefully i'll update this more often, if not then e mail me and bitch and whine until i do :D
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| lets save the world!!! |
[11 Jan 2003|11:03am] |
jesska's over right now, we dyed her tips blue last night.. it was pretty interesting, i made her walk around with tinfoil on her head for like 2 hours... pretty damn amusing if you ask me! plus we didnt leave all of the bleach in long enough (cuz her hair was multi colored before) so part of it is completely bleached and like, extreme blue, and the other parts are half bleached and darker blue...
so theres this before i go release show tonight in clawson, wherever that is... i want to go.. sorta.. but ya know, i really dont feel like changing out of my pajama pants at the moment... dear god i'm looking at jesskas hair and it looks so damn cool. i wish i had blue tipped hair... well we still have some extra dye... maybe if i'm feeling creative later this weekend... :) hmm theres nothing else to do today... anybody got anything exciting going on tonight? give me a call.. alright enough for now, cya all around.
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[01 Jan 2003|03:39pm] |
So, is that what you call a getaway?
Tell me what you got away with.
Cause I've seen more spine on jellyfish.
and I've seen more guts on eleven-year-old kids.
Have another drink and drive yourself home.
I hope there's ice on all the roads.
And you can think of me when you forget your seatbelt,
and again when your head goes through the windshield.
-brand new
my goldfish just died. its making me really depressed... a perfectly good life... gone... dammit. i need a hug. and dont comment on this and apologize... its not your fault so why are you apologizing?? (so dont apologize, i hope you choke and die... bwahaha i love how violent brand new is) happy new year, you crazy kids.
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| well, theres no need to get SASSY! |
[22 Dec 2002|11:10am] |
you know what? life is good. i'm getting into the holiday spirit and i think that it just might have to do with trent lott quitting (glory, halleleujah!) hes such a racist asshole, i'm so glad hes gone... in other news, i'm sad to announce that my dear friend angie will be going to plymouth-canton community schools next semester, and i will be stuck in the ville... :( i'm really gonna miss u angie, but its not like you're moving to another continent or something, you're just twenty minutes away, which is great, actually, its more than great... its super! ahahaha. ok i'm done now...
i'm really getting sick of people being bitchy to other people for no reason, i mean come on, tis the season to be jolly, right? theres no need to get sassy... and to hate people for no reason... thats pretty much bullshit in my book. life's all about give and take, you give out crap, and you'll get crap, so dont complain to me when you realize that everyone hates you. anyways, this is gettin me down... have a good day, and have a very happy holiday season (and a happy new year!)
<3 me
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| good karma and salted peanuts. |
[01 Dec 2002|12:18pm] |
its been awhile since this has been updated, and, if anybody even reads this, then i'm sorry that its taken so long. the truth of the matter is that my dear old mother read my journal, and was very 'ashamed' and 'dissapointed'... so typical of my mother, she can never be angry or upset, because that would imply that shes not the heart-of-stone person that she wants you to believe she is. so from now on, only positive entries in here, no more suicidal, i'm-so-emo-i'm-going-to-go-kill-myself entries. better karma, right?
i came back from tennessee yesterday, and had a great time, i had forgotten how nice it feels to actually be liked :/ on the way back, i sat next to this guy named chris on the plane, he was funny as hell, and was incredibly sweet because he held my hand at takeoff cuz i was scared. its funny how you can have a great conversation with a complete stranger.
the only bad thing about going to tennessee was the fact that i couldn't be in two places at once. a friend of mine is going through a tough time, and i feel like shit because i couldn't be here to support her through it. she knows who she is, and if she reads this, i'm terribly sorry, as soon as i finish writing this all down, i'm going to call you. theres nothing that i can really say or do to change what's happened, but, at the very least, i can be a shoulder to cry on, and an ear to listen.
have a nice day, and i really do mean that.
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[16 Nov 2002|02:40pm] |
have you ever heard that one song that completely changes everything? one of those songs where when you're driving you just want to sing along and don't care if you look silly, just because you've already lost yourself in the moment?
man, i love songs like that.
things to look forward to next week:
starting Emerson in english class
snow
the countdown til tennessee (9 days, hell yes)
hot chocolate
Half the Battle/ Before I Go/ Fordirelifesake/ The Same Fate show at the rec center on saturday. (check out www.halfthebattle.net for details, its gonna be a kick ass show)
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[10 Nov 2002|09:51pm] |
"its gonna be a lonely, lonely, lonely, lonely day"
-phantom planet
what up world, its been a few days this weekend has been crammed to the rim with family bonding time, and its aggrivating as hell, but i know when i look back on my life, i'm gonna remember 'family scrabble night' (can i gag yet?) anyways, i've been doing nothing lately, and i'm getting pretty bored... eh.. what can ya do?
i hope angie's pom team did good at kick competition :) you guys rock!
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[04 Nov 2002|10:17pm] |
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god i hate the world sometimes.
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[04 Nov 2002|05:47pm] |
'if i was to walk
til time was thrown away
if i was to climb
til the air was too thin
i couldnt find a picture for the frame
as perfect as you
as perfect as you'
-rufio
lalala.. today was a good day... i got my report card, and i did pretty damn good on it, considering the fact that i did like 2% of my homework....whoohoo... no school tomorrow cuz of election day, but unfortunately, i have to go to the dentists at 11... grr... anyways... have a good day
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[03 Nov 2002|01:22pm] |
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The Perks of Being A Wallflower by stephen chbosky... read it, think about it, love it. i read it last night, after the kids i was babysitting went to bed... definitely makes my top ten list. THank you, tyler, for reccomending it, it was great. sammys gettin her eyebrow pierced today... i'm really excited for her, cuz its gonna be sweet, but i'm a lil scared for her too... shes got more guts than i'll ever have, so kudos to you, my dear. no school tuesday, whoohoo! and i'm so flippin glad that this election is almost over because we've been getting calls non-stop from dick posthomus and jennifer granholm... mgh...anyways, have a nice day
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...over at angies house....listening to cursive and thinking about geometry and how i should help angie....yep, we're losers, but thats ok.... on the computer...friday night.....oh how i wish i had a life!! rahh!! halloween was yesterday, for those of you who are so busy that all your days run into one big blur, i went over to mandy's, dressed up as stevie nicks... nobody really understood my costume, and the one guy that did slammed the door in my face because he was a fucker, and i guess that he was a big fleetwood mac fan and i didnt meet his expectations...rah, kiss my ass, old guy. everyone thought mandy was a rabbit, too, so haha it was alright, because she was supposed to be the devil. hahaha....
i feel sorta bad cuz martin and emma both called today and asked me to go do something, and i had to say no to both of them because i had promised angie to help with proofs. bleh. have a nice friday night.
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[29 Oct 2002|06:33pm] |
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so today, kemp said the meanest thing to me, but it wasnt really all too mean, because its sorta true... he was like like 'sara, you know what? i can imagine robbers coming in here to rob the place and they'll have you at gunpoint and tell you to shut up, and you talk a lot when you're nervous, and youd get us all killed!' grr.. its sad but true... i do talk a lot when i'm nervous... in other news, i have a stalker (donald hahaha) and a new found obsession with japanese little biscut-y stick things... i dont remember what they're called, but angie gave some to me today and oh dude, they're sooo good... i would eat the whole box if i didnt feel like i'm about to barf.. yuck... definitely caught whatevers going around, i havent been able to eat all day :( anyways... i'm off to go finish up some geometry homework.. see you kids later
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[28 Oct 2002|08:47pm] |
ok, umm... this is a little hard to say, but the longer i stand here talking about how hard it is, the harder it will be. I've been fighting as hard as i can, to try and keep this feeling down, to try and put on a happy face... pretend that its not happening... but it is... i feel more depressed than i ever have before... no... thats not true.. there have been worse times.. but this is pretty shitty, all the same.
i'm depressed to the point where i just go to bed hoping to never wake up again.. i've passed the razor-to-the-wrist stage.. i did a lot of thinking last week about the good things in life, and i've realized that commiting suicide just seems so crude... i dont really know whats changed my mind about that... probably jenny and kim's accident (by the way, jenny is out of the hospital, and kim is in critical but stable condition)its helped me realize that its unfair to take a life so early... which is why i just want to sleep and never wake up, it wouldn't be me taking my own life, it'd just be gone. also, i dont have a lot of tolerance for the sight of blood, so if i did slit my wrists, then i'd probably just stick a winnie the pooh bandaid on it and pretend everythings alright.
once people find out that you're depressed, they normally dont act the same... so, if you read this, and think i'm psycho... dont change anything. dont be nice to me just because you feel bad... keep calling me a bitch, keep telling me to shut up.... punch me harder and watch me fall... just dont be flaky and mask your emotions.
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[27 Oct 2002|09:51pm] |
now, click your heels and say it with me--- I NEED A LIFE, I NEED A LIFE, I NEED A LIFE!! raah!!
i admit, i sorta like being a loner. its better than putting up with the same old aggrivating people day, after day, after day... but a few friends couldn't hurt... i'm such a fucking loser. life isnt a bed of roses.. its nothing but thorns.. i'm going to end up dying alone because nobody loves me and nobody ever will.
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[27 Oct 2002|12:34pm] |
i wanna take the bullet
the one aimed straight for your heart
i wanna meet the wolves half way
and let them tear me apart
but thats not the way they do it here
i wanna lay on the tracks
feel hot steel screaming at me
expose the bones on my back
let me show you what i mean
yea its a different kinda love
i wanna climb barbed wire fences
and warm our hands in blood
and this is my gift
asking you to fix
my ruined hands
and its a gift that keeps on giving
yea its a gift that keeps on giving
its a gift that keeps on giving
and yea, right now its all i have to give
i want to lay on the tracks,
feel hot steel screaming at me,
expose the bones on my back,
let me show you what i mean
i want to lay on the tracks,
feel hot steel screaming at me,
expose the bones on my back,
let me show you what i mean
i want to write the perfect song,
and play it just for you,
while you are tangled up in sleep.
i need you more than ill ever know
until i stop breathing
my lungs will take you for granted
lalalala thrice is nice... :)
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[26 Oct 2002|11:57pm] |
Drowned...
Deep in this hole we've dug for ourselves
Throw me in -- headfirst, submerged in this great depression
Impoverished, and Impotent....
...And Don't Call Me Pretty Baby
-cursive
bleh... a boring night spent at home with michael and erik! whoohoo! we watched hamlet and i had to explain every scene for them, but it was pretty funny when michael realizes pretty much everyone but horatio dies in the end... hes all like "so wait, EVERYONE but that guy dies?" and i was like "umm.. yeah pretty much" and he busts out this huge grin and is like "THIS IS BETTER THAN BOND!!" hahahaha... immature little boys kill me...
Pre-ACT was this morning... ugh... definitely guessed on a whole bunch of the scienctific reasoning section...:/ we'll see how that goes... anyways i hope everyone is good and everything... good news- Jenny's out of the hospital... and kim can move her fingers and toes (or thats what was going on yesterday afternoon) whoohoo!! it made me pretty happy to hear that... buckle up and drive safely, and if you're too drunk, then for heavens sake call a cab...rock on, peace out, and never forget to hang up the phone... happened yesterday to me.. we missed a few 'important calls' according to my mom...
night, sara
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[22 Oct 2002|06:25pm] |
wow... um... there was a big car crash today outside of school...I've heard (not positive on this, so dont quote me or anything) that jenny speyer and kim peters were injured...holy shit... thats all thats running through my mind right now... the girls are in my thoughts and prayers and i really, really hope that they're alright... God it just seems so unfair...it takes something like this for us to realize that we really are luckier than we believe...
in peace and prayer, sara
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*yawn* good MORNING sunshine!! its been awhile since i've written in here, but nothing all too important has gone down... last night i went out w/ angie, karlee, allie, kt (wow, thats a lot of -e names) and sam, and some drama ensued with gum, and sweatshirts, and ass grabbing, and knocking over displays at brookstone (lol that was great, sam knocked over a big display and accidentally broke this little wine-opener thing, and the lady blamed it on these other kids who were in the store...hehe) but thats nothing special i guess....hmm... other than that nothing at all has been going on... well, maybe a few tiny things here and there, but they're sort of irrelevant... tonight i think i might go see a persian film at the detroit institute of arts, because i'm the sort of dork who does that stuff on saturday nights... have a good day, i hope its more exciting than mine have been :)
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